thoughts of a quiet dreamer

Thursdays are my offical favorite day of the week.
I have been saying it for two weeks now, and I know it sounds silly. Because most peoples favorite days are Friday, Saturday or Sunday.
Thursday is my favorite day because I am off from work, I have my favorite class on Thursday nights and its the day that the stress of the week really starts to wear off.

So many things are changing and have changed and I keep thinking about everything that is different this time one year ago and its been tough at times and there are places in my life I never thought I would be but I am starting to realize even with the stress of life and how upset I get sometimes when I think about everything that wrong to much, I am still really happy with were things are. I mean, for the most part I am healthy, things are going well with school for this semester, and I have a job which means I have income and can pay the bills. Sure there are things that need work but is there ever anything that doesnt need work?
2009 can be a great year if I let it be, and thats what I am trying to do, I grew so much last year that being back in more than one classroom where I can say things and voice my opinion I realize just how much I have changed, I am not the quiet little girl I used to be, the changes I think are for the good my own that is. I am starting to realize recently that I don’t think I am ever going to decide what I truly want to be because there are just so many things the most recent thing I was thinking was that I could work in church ministry and teach ethics both part time since neither is the most well paying job. I know what some of church ministry is like though and I am convienced its not a part time job. I don’t know, I want to do so much with life, but do I really need to plan it out now. I have goals that do no pertain to what I want to do in life as a carrer I have goals for life that are things I want to accomplish. Does that make sense? My goals in life aren’t make a movie, or direct an hour of television, my goals in life are get a degree, in something anything by a certain time. I couldnt list the things I want to do with life the experiences I want to have on here, I dont think I could even make a list becuase there are so many things I want to do that I wouldnt be able to remember them all at once.

I am wondering how this entry started out with talking about how Thursday is my favorite day and ended up with this long drug on story of things I want to do with my life….